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I deleted my Connexion account. Ohnoes. Some bad juju happening there.

Listening to Liz Phair. A lot. These are the lyrics to the song I am listening to right now:

thrax

he's got a million dollar car
he's got a thirty-seven-year-old guitar
he's got a family who deals heroin
and you're on the edge of your chair
and then you realize you might be wrong
he might be telling you the truth all along

tell me
if he's lying
do you think
that he's violent?

okay, listen

he's got a million dollar car
he's got a thirty-seven-year-old guitar
he's got a family who deals heroin
and you're on the edge of your chair
and then you realize you might be wrong
he might be telling you the truth all along

tell me
if he's dying
do you think
that he's violent?

but seriously
those are strong words
fucking idiot
is what i think he most often has heard

it doesn't make him angry and it doesn't make him sick
he never gets bored and he always comes quick
no, he never gets tired
and he never gets bored

but seriously
he's a grown man
did you really think
that even if we tried we could ever understand?

it doesn't make me like him but it doesn't make him bad
think about your own life and the choices you've had
does something make you happy or does something make you sad?

and if he's lying then he's good at it and only buying time we would have spent drinking
and if he's violent we should have seen the sign of it without even thinking
'cause thrax knows how to score the points
thrax always brought coffee and joints
and if he's lying then he's good at it and only buying time we would have spent drinking
and if he's violent then we should have seen the sign of it now that i'm thinking
'cause thrax knows how to score the points
thrax always brought coffee and joints
and if he's lying then he's good at it and only buying time we would have spent drinking
and if he's violent then we should have seen sign of it now that i'm thinking
should have been wide awake instead of sleeping
should have been wide awake instead of sleeping

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I used to write poetry... today I thought maybe I should start again. Not that I would ever let anyone read it. Just for me. But then it's already in my head so why write it down?